25 Years over in 15 minutes

A marraige of 25 years over in just about 15 minutes. Well the court part that is. Guess it took us alot longer to get to the court part, huh.
I feel like today is a sunset, It was a pretty great 25 years, a few bumps, got shoved off the trail a few times, but all in all I really enjoyed those years.
I really do miss him, odd how someone can do such hurtful things, but you miss them... and then there is the feeling of I really need my best friend at this time,,,, and in all the years of your life,, that person who choses to walk away from you into someone elses arms,,, is the person who was your best friend and you need them the most at that moment.
I think I am loosing my mind.

I am really blessed with best friends, and family that have been and will be there for me through out all these days of self-doubt. And I am thankful for them. That God has strategicly placed them with me.
I will walk in the favor of God, His favor opens doors that no man can shut. I will arise each day and go forth, for my Light has come, and the Glory of the Lord will rise upon me each of those days. I will not be cast down, for the Lord God is with me. He is my provider, my strength, my all in all.
Even though in the fleshly relm this day really bites,
This is the day the Lord has made, and I choose to rejoice in it,, for my sake, for my daughters sake.
This evening I will enjoy the sunset,
I will remember the beauty that is in my life
And I will look forward to the sunrise tomorrow,
and the next day,
and the next,
for God is my strength,
my strong tower,
my bulwark that I lean on.